Britney Spears - I'm Not Crazy, Really.....
May 30th 2007 05:37
Nice boots and hat you got there Brit
Dear Fans,
I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently.
It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It's like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here.
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for this letter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch."
I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me.
I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him...or her.
Love, Britney
Quote of the month...
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.
Yep, wearing that outfit in public proves you're of sound mind
Don't you love the way Britney says she doesn't want to blame anyone, then blames her manager, her divorce, her family and the tabloids.
Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD.
Really, so I guess you're just plain old mental are you Britney?
Dumb and Dumber go partying
Yep, looking at all these photo's, I can see that Britney really is a fine upstanding intelligent woman who doesn't need any help from anyone at all.........
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Comment by Deorre
Stress Alive
Man Lessons
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
I know I should feel bad about being mean about Britney......but she's such a dumbass. I can't help it. hehehe
Kylie
Comment by Philip Sharp
ICONOCLASTEROID
Tokenspark: Super Capsule Tokyo Blast!!!
Clearly Broke
I will now begin looking with hopeful brio to find my observation disproved.
Comment by Philip Sharp
ICONOCLASTEROID
Tokenspark: Super Capsule Tokyo Blast!!!
Clearly Broke
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
I think you'll find that I'm an equal opportunity trasher thanks. But hey, dig away. I prefer to think that I'm trashing amazingly stupid people.
Then again, my blog, I can do what I like.
Kylie
Comment by Miswanderlust
Killer Beats
Ramble On
Hipnotherapy
Seriously it looks like Paris is giving Britney the "once over". Creepy!
Mis
Comment by Philip Sharp
ICONOCLASTEROID
Tokenspark: Super Capsule Tokyo Blast!!!
Clearly Broke
By the title, I had first thought it was just an entertainment news blog peppered with gossip or something, but quickly noticed the high proportion of vituperative volleys sent to anything thin, blond and famous.
Say, why not unashamedly create a blog expressly and explicitly for zinging amazingly stupid people? I'll join. We'd certainly never run out of source material!
Cheers,
Phil
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
Haha, she is definitely checking out Britney's rack!!
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
Hey, no worries. If Hollywood was populated by anything other than thin blond girls, I'd be having a go at them too.
As for the stupid blog....not a bad idea. Though I've got my hands pretty full with this one.
Kylie
Comment by KylieW
Celebrity Obsession
Comment by Philip Sharp
ICONOCLASTEROID
Tokenspark: Super Capsule Tokyo Blast!!!
Clearly Broke
I see that.
I must admit that I wonder if under the same circumstances I would appear so laughable as they. I think I'm too broke to get there.
Cheers,
Phil
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